Hi again. Dont even think this belongs in here but well anyway!
About 12 or so years ago I was under the care of a psychologist. I refused to take medications as was against taking anything that would/could be classed as mind altering. Anyway did end up trying one antidepreassant whoich did kind of help. Except I always kept the dark side of me hidden and controlled in front of others.

Anyway at the time I became almost obsessed with this psychologist. Kept ringing hios house and asking to speak to him then hanging up this went on for ages. I dont know if he suspected it was me but he never said anything. Anyway rang him one day and said I wanted to be discharged well just like that it was done amazing how I didnt seem to mater. Felt like I was being abandoned once again.

Except one night my boyfriend at the time was away and I got so smashed I started ringing all these people and even rang the psych ward number and got put thrpugh to his answer phone. I left a bizzare message foir him to ring back. He obviously didnt? I imagine this would be in my notes. So am scatred to discuss this with my current support worker yet shes leaving and I will be under the care of a male psych nurse. I am scared this might happen again. Should I discuss this with my current support worker or leave it alone?