Blutruth

I'm only just getting to a place where I have a little.. very little..balance. I have a longing to be held and loved but I know when I get home I'm gonna be miserable me and that I won't be able to receive any of what I so want. I am going to take a couple more steps today in the hope that I can cross one of the obstacles and get my relationship with my husband on some kind of track. I am going to stop being angry because he won't accept that I have a problem. I am going to try not to drink to much. I am still not smoking. I will be more positive. Is that enough for today??