Fey

Chun leaves for Thailand this evening. I have no car so I can't get myself to the airport to say goodbye.

Life is rolling along pretty well. Got Centrelink all sorted last week so I don't have to worry about having no money, and I'm getting a few shifts a week with YMCA ASC (after school care). Things with Chun are going really well which is such a relief because all my other relationships have been total bombs within the first few months.

At the moment what is mostly bugging me is just other people and their selfish bullshit. I am so over people just doing the things that only benefit themselves. Never make time for you. Only see you when it's convenient for them. Never do you any favours. That's not a friendship.

I also accidentally hooked up two of my best friends and it's going exactly how I knew it would (one of them is a very lonely, clingy, needy, emotional person, and the other is very laid back and doesn't handle really needy women very well). She's freaking him out with her emotional manipulation and attachment and if she keeps doing it he's just gonna lay it down that it's not a relationship and she needs to back off. She's going to get upset and that's going to bite me in the butt because she'll get all upset and cry to me and UGH she's so difficult to handle sometimes. I can never really say what I actually think for fear she'll get upset. Bleh.

People are too much effort for what it's worth sometimes.