I'm only just getting to a place where I have a little.. very little..balance. I have a longing to be held and loved but I know when I get home I'm gonna be miserable me and that I won't be able to receive any of what I so want. I am going to take a couple more steps today in the hope that I can cross one of the obstacles and get my relationship with my husband on some kind of track. I am going to stop being angry because he won't accept that I have a problem. I am going to try not to drink to much. ...
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I still don't have any of the test results back from doctors. I was tested to see if my lithium level was high and tested for CHF. Both due to the swelling in my legs and feet. I am a little bit scared about the CHF test but hopefully everything will be because of the lithium. I have cut out 3 meds I'm now down to 3 and I'm sleeping better. It still isn't a good nights rest but it is much better than it was while taking all those pills. I made sure to stay on an anti psychotic and a mood ...
Well I had to have my blood drawn today for medication levels. They wont get the results back until Monday but they are pretty sure that my lithium level is to high and that is why my feet are swollen and why I have a headache. So no more lithium until I talk to the doc Friday.
Hello again Well at the moment I'm writing from my mothers place in Mt Morgan (bout 30minutes from Rocky) and I must say I'm quite cold! I came down to Rockhampton following recent events and I must say it's been very hard. Catching up with old friends is great and always leads to heavy partying..but catching up with old friends under situations like this are just fucked. Much drink has been consumed over the past days let alone after the funeral (yesterday). ...
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