Slaka

So my tonsil is infected.... again. Haven't had a problem since I was 14-15. They were looking at taking out my tonsils then (never had problems as an actual child) but they would only take them out if I had 3 flare ups in 1 year, or 5 in 2 years. I had 3-4 in five years. Well It came back.

The kind I get I guess 1 in 100,000 people get. I was three hours late to work yesterday (kinda called off for most the week, but once I went to the doctor I drank hot coffee and he gave me a lidocain ...

*sigh*

I just got over (well, working still on getting over) a pretty big panic attack (for me). I took xanax before because I knew it was probably coming. My boyfriend kept pushing and pushing and pushing. He doesn't understand. Then I about passed out and was lying in my desk chair and half on my desk because I was about to pass out. I am not sure how much more I can take of this.

My boyfriend and I were fighting. Honestly not completely sure about what. He often takes ...

I swear everyone I wont with act like they are in high school. The fact that I work with nearly all women doesn't help. The drama is unreal. One of my managers and me are ALWAYS getting into it. I have literally been called to my bosses desk to talk about it I don't know how many times. Soungs bad on my part, but the reality is I have NEVER had a conflict like this with people, yet she has had conflicts with nearly all the women on our shift but one, and all the people on the day shift (we work ...

I have always struggled with an eating disorder of sorts. I think more of body dysphormic (sp?) disorder if anything. When I was 14 and first realized and got diagnosed with depressing my weight was 110lbs. I was 5'7'' and honestly had boobs and hips quite like a women which should say how skinny I was. I still felt obese. A big part of the reason I was so skinny was because I was popping pills like candy which in turn made me not hungry. I was never balemic (sp?) not because I was against it, but ...