I hate this damn world

[Blunty]

Alright, so I've been dealing with this depression for 2 years now. It's a product of the mixture of events in my life and the events in the world. Right now, the events in the world are the things bothering me the most. I hate these politicians, the corruption, the wars, the lies, the killings, the brainwashing through media, movies, tv shows, music. I don't feel like I'm part of this "society". I look around and see drones, consumers, slaves. Because of this ignorance we are in wars that are sucking the life out of this economy, while the few on top get richer and richer and become more powerful. Ever since 9/11 this world has gone to sh1t. A phenomenon that was fabricated by our own government and blamed on "brown people". Society has become consumed with fantastical values that revolve around money, greed, jealousy, materialism. We were lied to about WMDs to go into a war which has killed 1 million+ innocent people FOR OIL. It's so sad that no one sees nor cares that this New World Order is taking place right in front of us. No one seems to have read the Patriot act, or see the true reason for Homeland Security, and the TSA. No one has read about Operation Paperclip or Operatoin Northwoods. I saw those drone teenagers in front of the white house celebrating the death of Bin Laden, a character who had nothing to do with 9/11. They looked so stupid and ignorant, I wish I had a gun to blow my brains out after seeing it. And what now, Obama's ratings have gone up because he killed some guy. He hasn't done sh1t for the economy and people don't see it. I'm tired of this bullsh1t, it would be so much easier to off myself. I'm disgusted by everything and everyone. The killings will not stop, the wars will not stop, the lies will not stop, the stealing will not stop, the greed will not stop, the jealousy will not stop, the corruption will not stop. They are tightening their control over the population and people are willingly letting it happen. I see this New World Order creeping its way and masking the entire planet. We are headed to an Orwellian existence and I want no part of it.

[Yordan]

Hi, I completely agree with you. All that happens is just a game. You never know what's true or not. Wars, peace, revolutions, economic crises and rises- it's all part of "The game". I even boubt that OBL has ever existed- anyone can dress himself like a muslim terrorist and make a threatening video. People are being mislead, that's the truth. But I must say that this process didn't begin on 9/11. All human history is kinda scene where some characters step on the stage, act their role and step off behind the curtains. It's very hard for the ordinary person to tell the good guys from the bad ones. Sometimes the one who seems to be the worst man in history is, in fact, not that bad, and vice versa. But as I said, these manipulations are rooted deeply in human history and they date back the time before Christ was born. So, to the point, I'm trying to explain that you should not get depressed for the fact that the world has gone crazy. It has always been crazy. There's always going to be corruption, greed, pride, anger, lust, because we're just human beings. But this doesn't mean there aren't good people that are precious with their honesty and dignity. Yes, they're a rare thing, but that makes them even more valuable. So, my friend, I'm sure you're one of the good guys and no matter how hard life seems to be for you, cheer up because you're not alone. There are other people whose brains aren't washed out.

[darkness-]

i've tried to tell everyone the same thing, no one listens, my mother yells at me when i say such things. but like Yordan said, we cant do anything to change it. the world is that way, it isnt just a phase, its not just a lack of evolution, it just is that way.
me, i'm trying to be free and live my life MY way, without giving a hell about the society. i cant be bothered to worry about other people because its their own fault. i think its the reason why i'm depressed. but i will stand up against it, i will try to not be like that. if thats impossible, i will no longer keep living.

[midwintertears]

I think I was about to cry when I readed your post, because its exactly how I feel! I joined the forum to reply you, lol, no one ever understands me, they make me feel like a groomy asshole all the time!!!