I am going through a major depression. I am turning 30 y/o in a couple of weeks. I have a business that has been running fro 10 years however my partner is my mom and it is not making enough money for us to live separately. Because of my job I have a high stress, no social life, and no friends. I also lost my brother 2 1/2 years ago. He was my friend, brother and only male mentor in my life. I have tried to reach out to my dad he is too busy. My mom and I are enmeshed with work and home life and I HATE it. I feel like I am married to her other then no physical of course. It makes me sick, specially when other say it's like we are married.
I am trying to find myself and going to the basics. Problem is I have no support system. That is what brings me here. I don't know where to start to start life again. I have 10 years experience running a business but no degree. If I leave the business it will fail. My mom has clutched onto me I have no freedom. She asks where I am going, when will I be back. When I get back I get 20 questions. When I get off the phone or text I get 20 questions.
I have tried to leave twice and I keep coming back. Once b/c she convinced me and once b/c I ran out of money.

I am lost...