Like it's talking back to me

[darkness-]

for me this song sounds like a conversation between my depression and myself

*--> depression talking
"--> me

A Day To Remember - I'm Made Of Was, Larry, What Are You Made Of?

*Don't blink,
They won't even miss you at all
And don't think,
That i'll always be gone

You know I've got you,
like a puppet in the palm of my hand,
don't you let me down
(don't you let me down)

So run like hell,
sleep with one eye open.*
"I can't forgive, or forget you
We'll tell everyone the damage done"
*Deep down you can't stop me
You can't stop me now

I'll be there just to watch you fall
So don't push me,*
"I've got nothing to lose"

*Don't blink,
They won't even miss you at all
And don't think,
That I'll always be gone

You know I've got you,
like a puppet in the palm of my hand,
don't you let me down
(don't you let me down)*

*Oops there I go again,
I made it so damn hard
to come back from the mess that you're in
I need you to know, I told you so*
"You're a snake and I'm catious"
*Just use your head*

*I'll be there just to watch you fall
So don't push me,
I've got nothing to lose

Don't blink,
They won't even miss you at all
And don't think,
That I'll always be gone
You know I've got you,
like a puppet in the palm of my hand,
don't you let me down
(don't you let me down) (x2)

COME ON

oooooooooOOOHHH*

*ahem*

"Everybody's out to get me"
"Any moment could be my last"
"This is me,"
"You can take it or leave it"
"Right or wrong I will stand on my own two feet"

"JUST BREATHE (x2)"

*Don't blink,
They won't even miss you at all
And don't think,
That I'll always be gone
You know I've got you,
like a puppet in the palm of my hand,
don't you let me down (x2)*

"OH"

[darkness-]

what depression used to mean to me. i used to think the depression was over when those feelings stopped...

Alesana - Hymn For The Shameless

Saw your eyes today in a memory painted in the sky.
You smiled and said to me, "a love like this can never truly die."

So now the show's over and I've got to disguise the thing I've become.
I only wish I could stop laughing!
I grin because the joke is on them this time!
They don't have a clue.

Calm consumes me.

(I immerse myself in sick reflection...)
I shut my eyes and once again the pleasure strangles me.
I taste the tears of sweet indulgence, pain and fantasy.
Oh, the visions inside my head...
The emptiness will haunt you...

(I immerse myself in sick reflection...)
Sanity is slowly slipping from my hands now.
I'm standing closer to the edge than I should be allowed.
Oh, what little regret I have...
Does that make me a killer?

I am the face of death standing right behind you.
Yet you're oblivious to my cold breath on your neck.
Is it just too easy?
Am I just too good at this?
I am the chosen one.
I am the end of all and now you are mine!

Calm consumes me.

(I immerse myself in sick reflection...)
I shut my eyes and once again the pleasure strangles me.
I taste the tears of sweet indulgence, pain and fantasy.
Oh, the visions inside my head...
The emptiness will haunt you...

(I immerse myself in sick reflection...)
Sanity is slowly slipping from my hands now.
I'm standing closer to the edge than I should be allowed.
Oh, what little regret I have...
Does that make me a killer?

Saw your eyes today in a memory painted in the sky.
You smiled and said to me, "a love like this can never truly die."

Let's just say you're right and the nightmare ends, we wake up side by side.
What makes you think that I would let you live?
I've really lost my mind...

Behold, for I am the will of the reaper!
Beg for the mercy of your worthless angels!

As relief washes over me, calm consumes me.

(I immerse myself in sick reflection...)
I shut my eyes and once again the pleasure strangles me.
I taste the tears of sweet indulgence, pain and fantasy.
Oh, the visions inside my head...
The emptiness will haunt you...

(I immerse myself in sick reflection...)
Sanity is slowly slipping from my hands now.
I'm standing closer to the edge than I should be allowed.
Oh, what little regret I have...
Does that make me a killer?
[x3] [fades out]

[anonymous123]

the first song does describe depressions hold on a person pretty well,the no control ,