Struggling

[Raven]

I find it hard to get up sometimes, I just want to sleep the day away.
I am tried of fighting and just want it all to stop.Iam going to the doctors tomorrow to sign up to it and have wait about week before I can see someone.
I have tried to fight this along but I been told I shouldn't and to get help.
So many things that really get me down and i just want to give up now.I don't want to fight anymore.

[anonymous123]

its great that youre getting help, trust me it makes a huge difference, i hope everything turns out well.

[Raven]

its great that youre getting help, trust me it makes a huge difference, i hope everything turns out well.

Well I signed up and asked when I can make make a appointment and she made one there and then for Friday.Surprised cause normally you have to wait but didn't need to this time.I just hope my words come out, have problem with my speech and trying to talk about things so I just hope I can say what I need to say and ask for help.
Thank you, I hope so too.Hopefully it all goes well for me and then I can finally move on to a better line of life.

[Raven]

Today has been the worse day for me, I have to do this 2 year thing and the people there are horrible.
I was told today that depression was a load of rubbish. That I lied about what I had done that they told me to do (job search etc) and that what I did was not good enough even though I did what I was told I had to do.
I can't deal with these people anymore but I have no choice, I HAVE to do this 2 year thing unless I find work or another way out of it.
This has throw me off big time and starting to hate life even more and I just want it all to end