Things beyond me.

[cyanidekandy]

I recently joined the military. I moved clear across the country and thrown into a job I never thought I could do and turns out I still don't have the gumption to do. Everyday I'm terrified I'm going to accidentally kill someone's kid.
I can't talk to anyone cause I have to no to tell. I can't talk to mental health cause I would have to tell my supervisor then my commander. I'm too ashamed. I've never felt so alone, so trapped, and I have no idea how I'm going to make to the next day.

[FairytaleJane]

Hang in there tiger. I hear the military desensitizes you in these kinds of situations. There's nothing to be ashamed about. If you want help then reach for it. You'll find a helping hand almost anywhere you go. All you have to do is ask.