All I am doing now is waiting to die

[john1257]

I am only in my mid-twenties, but I don't have anything to live for. It seems like the only thing I have to look forward to is death.

[FairytaleJane]

I may never know what it is that I want to do in life, but in the mean time I keep myself entertained. All these pressures around me trying to mold me into something I detest make me feel generally useless. But you know what? I do what I want to keep myself happy. You should too. Let me tell you something...waiting is eternal. I say might as well do something in the meantime, yes? When you're doing something it keeps your mind off of those negative thoughts. I always saw it as counterproductive. Because what happens when you're done? I always go back to my nonexistent self. That's all it is in the end. Find something to distract you and try to never get bored. Listen to some new age music.

[FairytaleJane]

Double posting.