I'm a blue person. Life seems awful at the moment. I feel like such a loser having to turn to a random forum just to express my feelings. I hate the whole stigma of being 'depressed', I daren't tell anyone as it will taint my record forever.
I look at my future and see nothing exciting or prosperous. It's all just 'okay'. There's nothing to look forward to, nothing excites me anymore. I feel like life is lacking something. I always give my work 100% but not because I want to succeed, because I don't want to fail. I don't know.
I do know that there's a lot more worthy people who are in even worse situations than me. Ones who need our help. I'm probably just grovelling in pity. I feel as if I need to be diagnosed. I need to be labelled.
GreGen.