i have extreme depression.

[leon]

im a 22 year old male with depression, i have depression ever since i was in high school. right now i feel like im in the bottom pit of depression. i never had a girlfriend, and not that many friends either. most friends i have, they seem to be too busy with their life, so they have no time for me. i cant find any new ones cuz i dont go to school anymore, and i kept getting fired from jobs or quitting jobs before, so now having trouble finding a job. the only friend i could ever talk to is someone basically in the same situation as me, no work no school. still hes not the one to talk to about problems and stuff. when i tell him about my problems, he just reply back with ya that sucks, and say look i dont wanna comfort u, cuz its gay for a guy to comfort another guy. and whenever i talk to him, he just playing video games, and sometimes he just put in hey look at how good this game is and start telling me stuff about his games when i need someone to talk to. right now my mom just forcing me to look for a job, and making me pay her rent whether i have a job or not, she said this is responiblity. whenever i dont do things the way she wants me to do, she yells at me. basically everyday is the same, i sleep, wake up, and search for jobs, then sleep again. i feel like my life is going no where, i just wonder what i should do.

[carly]

ya you don't need that kind of friend.