I need to vent

[Glen]

Hi all, i am new here so please bare with me i need to vent.

So i have had anxiety / depression since 2007 i started taking meds back in 2008. Which intern helped me a lot. I was able to trust people, talk to my parents hell i even bought my first house. But here is where it turned on me

In 2009 i got introduced to someone whom i talked to for a good few months before we met. She is a local and it just so happens she lived 10 minutes walk from my house. I asked her over a couple of times but it seemed to be only if she wanted something like her computer screwed up etc. Every time i asked her she would never reply or come up with some excuse. This frustrated me to the point where i was angry all the time i was depressed to the point i stopped eating. My parents picked up on this and took me a way for the weekend which i was furious about but it wasn't that bad. I had feelings for this person, i told her that but she then tells me she is seeing someone. WHICH i was told by her step sister that she doen'st have a boyfriend that she knows off.

I have since increased my medication and deleted her from my phone / IM / Facebook. That is one saga

The next one is the fact i live with my brother, he likes to get on the internet and seem to find these "random" chics and get them around here (here i mean my house where he is currently living) and asking them to stay over and of course ..... well i will let you imagine the rest.

So i find it very uncomfortable to say the least. My parents keep telling me he is paying you rent etc. But that surely does't give him the right to treat my house as a hotel?

This gets me really upset - May be i need a real good cry? Haven't cried in years.

end rant

[hardworker]

unfortnatly I know the feeling. It's good to vent sometimes and this seems like a good place to do it. Maybe someoen else will have some better advice for you though. I just found this place...

[Glen]

Yeah funny you should say that i found this place too last night! I find it hard talking to my parents some times.