Hey all =]

You can call me Wolven. Only a young'un here, 18 years old from Canberra Australia. I am glad to have found the forum! I guess I really needed a place where I can openly talk about everything

I have recently been through a lot of sh*t with a fellow, involving a lot of domestic violence, which resulted in me being put in hospital from him attacking me. I guess it sounds silly but I still love the guy. And it doesn't help that he himself has a mental illness. There has been a lot more with him and other guys but I guess it's a story for another day.

I see a counsellor weekly and was originally diagnosed with reactive depression, but more recently it has been decided it is no longer just reactive. I have also been told that I disassociate myself from the world. That my mood gets so down that I just leave my body mentally...or something like that. I blackout for hours on end and when I wake up I have no clue what has happened, only to wake up with a razor in my hand and well, a really bloody leg not a very nice thing to wake up to.

Work is the only thing at the moment that is keeping me floating. I work in childcare and my kids are the most precious thing to me. I have attempted suicide before, but don't want to go down that path again.

Well here I am, being a rambler! If you have any questions about anything, feel free to ask, otherwise catch ya all around the forum!