Had an absolutely fab weekend - spent the whole weekend in the sun with mates drinking pear cider - yummy!Went to Kew Gardens yest - was amazing!
anyways, has absolutely shit day at work, don't get me wrong kiddies were fab as always and enjoyed being with him, but had enough of my colleagues - talking behind my back and making decisions about my work without consulting me leaving me incredibly hurt and inadequate at doing my job - almost in tearsahhhh! why are people so horrid
grrrrrrr!!!!!!
am sat here almost in tears dont wanna go anymore i just cant the emotions are overwhelming i know this is probably why am feeling poorly this week - it is such a weird mix of emotions i just cant explain it - i hate itI dont know what's harder and more distressing the fact that i should have done this long ago and still got a way to go before qualified - at uni today actually felt like i was drowning under a sea of paperwork! or the fact that i never thought it was
i feel bad not coming on here for ages and then just moaning but tis more to get it out my system than anything else I guess!
anyways.... i feel sssshhhhhhhhhhhiiiittttttt!! ahh that feels beter alreadyjust had last 2 days off work
went in on mon and tues feeling rough as a dog and literally only just made it thro the day, went in first thing yest as was supposed to b teaching - and literally got in to be sent home and stayed home again today
just feel rubbish, feel like letting
only me...
sorry I haven't been around so much - back at work again *groan* , actually not really, loved itwas down with the lil ones (5-7yr olds) teaching every morning this week, abolutely loved it - best week i have taught EVER! they were soo cute and i really really enjoyed their company - didn't get cross with them once and they had me in fits of giggles lots! teehee! made me think maybe i should be a lil more open minded about teaching down there more long term in terms of
In a much better mood last couple of days! probably got A LOT to do with being on HOLIDAY for next 2 weeks whoop whoop!! monster term is finally over and can relax, well for the weekend at least before attempting to write 4 assignments! oops! enjoyed last few days at work too and got 3 displays up that am actually really really happy with - will take pics maybe... anyways, feeling brave enough to put some more of my poetry up, wrote the revisted ones a couple of weeks ago now...