So my tonsil is infected.... again. Haven't had a problem since I was 14-15. They were looking at taking out my tonsils then (never had problems as an actual child) but they would only take them out if I had 3 flare ups in 1 year, or 5 in 2 years. I had 3-4 in five years. Well It came back.
The kind I get I guess 1 in 100,000 people get. I was three hours late to work yesterday (kinda called off for most the week, but once I went to the doctor I drank hot coffee and he gave me a lidocain
*sigh*
I just got over (well, working still on getting over) a pretty big panic attack (for me). I took xanax before because I knew it was probably coming. My boyfriend kept pushing and pushing and pushing. He doesn't understand. Then I about passed out and was lying in my desk chair and half on my desk because I was about to pass out. I am not sure how much more I can take of this.
My boyfriend and I were fighting. Honestly not completely sure about what. He often takes
I swear everyone I wont with act like they are in high school. The fact that I work with nearly all women doesn't help. The drama is unreal. One of my managers and me are ALWAYS getting into it. I have literally been called to my bosses desk to talk about it I don't know how many times. Soungs bad on my part, but the reality is I have NEVER had a conflict like this with people, yet she has had conflicts with nearly all the women on our shift but one, and all the people on the day shift (we work
I have always struggled with an eating disorder of sorts. I think more of body dysphormic (sp?) disorder if anything. When I was 14 and first realized and got diagnosed with depressing my weight was 110lbs. I was 5'7'' and honestly had boobs and hips quite like a women which should say how skinny I was. I still felt obese. A big part of the reason I was so skinny was because I was popping pills like candy which in turn made me not hungry. I was never balemic (sp?) not because I was against it, but