I'm looking forward to the day when I can watch a film w/ alcoholism in the storyline and not get triggered. i saw Crazy Heart w/ a friend of mine today, and even though i knew the basic plot, i wasn't prepared for how much emotions it brought up.
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Jeff bridges really did deserve the best actor oscar b/c the scenes where his character is so far gone from a drinking binge were so true to what i saw in j. when his binges were at their worst. it was hard to
i've had a low grade headache for the past couple of days. I'm guessing it's related to the med decrease, but it's hard to tell for sure. tomorrow i was planning on decreasing the med dose another 50mg, i think i'll see how i feel in the morning.
Wed. i slept a lot, just took it easy. yesterday i slept in, but by the afternoon got some things done around the house and then later made some dinner that required some actual cooking.
i went to the gym again today, 1/2hr of
i'm supposed to have a completed draft of of my thesis handed in for review by the end of the week and i'm (surprise) way behind. I keep getting sick. this stupid cold rainy weather won't let up, and i can't shake this head cold. i get a few days of feeling almost better, and then it comes back. yesterday i spent more time in bed than planned, and today i really should have stayed home from work but i really need the hours. now i'm back home and feeling rotten. i need to rest, i know. but every
It was an ok day. i didn't feel any of the fatigue from the med withdrawal like i did the previous couple of days. i hope that means the rest of the dose decreases go well for going off cymbalta. i also went to the gym, and got some writing done.
i still feel like I did so little. i know i need to go easy on myself, and not judge myself according to how "productive" I was. it's enough that i got the things done that i set out to do. Little by little.
thanks for the encouragement on my papers. i'm getting closer, at least on one of them. i might actually have it ready by the due date (tomorrow). i think i'll hand in whatever i have at the end of the day. the other one, who knows, but i'm not as worried about that class.
i'm finally starting to feel excited about taking a break and seeing family. this who year has been strange for me as far as never quite remembering what time of year it is -- what i get for living in a place w/
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