Hi there to all you wonderful people!

My name is Ryan. I am 24 years old and am a white male living here in sunny South Africa.

I suffer from paranoid schizophrenia. My emotional pain has been unbearable. Some of the types of symptoms i suffer from are severe depression and feelings of unworthyness. I am also extermely lonely. No one understands me and i feel more alienated since very few people share my spiritual beliefs in the New Age-things like Ascension, reincarnation, the Afterlife and manifestation.

Because of my depression I lack the motivation to have a job. I also cannot be employed since my ability to deal with negative energy has been impaired. My illness has caused my chakras to become blocked and my aura to be weakened. So i find it very difficult to deal with negativity like the stress a job would bring.

I would like to have a female friend who can understand my pain and who can comfort me. I just want somebody to talk to and share my day to day experiences with her.

I am a very kind person and have a great sense of humor. I love All-that-is (God) very, very much. I love doggies and especially small children! They are just so cute!

Each and everyone of you reading this is very, very special and is a wonderful child of the Universe!

Please, anyone out there, please help me. Any replys or private messages will be greatly appreciated. Thanks!

MUch love to you all out there
Ryan