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The Sun's Gone Over The Hill
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Last Sunday
They brought you in the box
With the flowers on top and
Usher in the obscure thoughts
I hold the dirt I once called you
An old bone colored sand
I talk to you though you dont hear it
Sunlight reflects on the graves' lawn
Moss comes and makes its presence known
Raking its way across your eyes
But the starlight will protect you
And the flowers that people leave here
They are put away and left alone
Like I do to you in the evenings
Like I do to you in the evenings
And on the fifth day I step off the school bus
And you're not around
I think, "What will I do now?"

I got the Citalopram blues
And its coming down
Yeah, I'm going down and I'm getting out
Yeah I got the Citalopram blues
It might not come, tommorrow
I know
It might not come, tommorrow
I know

With you mineralized
I realize we dont matter
And maybe you arent going to be there for just a spell
I only want to forget
Not remember all the good times we had
I guess maybe it wasnt all bad
Walking down the middle of the street at night
With my eyes closed
The silver lining
Is a needle
The light at the end of the tunnel
Is a semi
On the tallest building on earth
Gravity will tax you
All your days and more

I only want to see you, but you are clouds
And all your pieces have gone away
Ah, yeah
Take me away, during the Holidays
The whole time I understood you as best as I could
I want to bite a barrel
But I will settle for Yankton's food
Ah, yeah
Take me away, during the Holidays
I only want to see you, but you are the air in my touch
And its just not the same
Are you missing your friends
Or are they missing you
I only want to walk with you, but you are sun in my eyes
And its just not the same
They make me walk in socks
For fear that I might escape

Excusing the bad for the good,
People escape their lives
One day at a time, or all at once
Flatter days are coming back for me
And I dont know what to do
I am eternally saturnine
Meaningless, like having children
At the zenith of the Sun and the darkest planets
The maw will consume
Nec-romantic
Our nexus has weakened
Larissa, Who is your Endymion?
And does your life leave you alone?
Into the fields
Allow this to consume you
The pylon of your thoughts offers a way
My enigma make yours
Ennui languor, nevermore

I have one try
To get the timing right
No one may see
Or understand me tonight
Alice, it was nothing
Pining helps the sleep, you know?
Act as if anything we do matters
People live and die everyday
But the sun will still rise
And the sun has gone over the hill for me

Within the celestial sphere
On my last birthday, I have a chance
In the last frame of life, I have a chance
When it comes,
Nereid orbits and watches
Goodbye, my amorous nephograph
My aubergine cloudy

Dreams that will never come to fruition
The noise becoming ambient dream lights
Adorning yourself with earrings
Yours is the noise of interstate reflection sleep
Sharply intelligent, you light up my world
You are what I desire
Everything I want and need
Chase after the quiet leaves and shade trees
If I am lucky,
My memories will be forgotten

Afraid to live and too scared to sleep
Closing the eyes of the trees from up above the canopy
Misty cool and fragrance flowing
Black purple nights with white diamonds and a sad smell
Reminds me of a place I think I once belonged to
The wind is light and the rain is cool and I am so tired
The plants sleep and sigh
The animals sleep and sigh
I know I missed you, I know you slept for a long long time
I know I must have lost you, yes you slept for a long time
I could once see you live and you were a part of me
Oh please just be
Oh please just be
I know I loved you, you know I dreamt for a long long time
I know we were inseparable, yes you and I loved our lives
With the rise and fall of our lives
I could once see the sky unfold into night and cool us off
I could once feel something, yes you and I changed our lives
With the growing old of our lives
Oh please just be
Oh please just be
So much changed
And nothing will ever give us that back again
So much changed
And nothing will ever make it like it was before
Hey missy
Hey missy
In my dreams you said it was enough just to know
In my dreams you said it was enough just to know
I still love you missy
Well, I do

How could I think
This could end any other way
Today is all I have
I dont expect to see the morning
I dont have that long
Can you let me know
Why this always eludes me
Why I will never get very far
Everything goes away
Even the old me slips away
I cant seem to get out
No matter how hard I try
My bellyaches remain private
They provide the evidence
That what I want Is something I cant have
Unpromising lives, illusory devices
Unreal fantasy, please be realized