Fading, life turns to grey,
I try to hold on but it slips away,
Sadly, I watch as my life breaks apart,
I think I have a layer of stone 'round my heart,
My eyes close, struggling for memories,
But none come even if I fall to my knees,
I only live in today, in this instant,
What happened yesterday is so distant,
The consequence of being numb, I suffer,
And all I get is tougher and tougher,
But soon, I'll be tougher than steel,
There'll be nothing left for me to feel,
I cut my wrists and hope to die,
Yet that is just another cheap lie,
Everything's going just the way it should,
With my dead eyes I smile, I feel good.

...it's your choice if you believe me or not.