Oz

[Ashes]

I feel as if I am living my own Wizard of Oz. The hope and dream of returning to a better place. A place of peace, before being touched by madness. The hope and dream crushed through the realization that the wizard is nothing but a sham. Some doctor hidden behind his desk, the supposed all knowing that does no more than use trickery while administering false hope.
Every dream and pleasure taken away. Locked inside yourself feeling nothing but frustration and grief. Knowing he has no real answers but pursuing him anyway. Being touched by an illness that cannot be explained or prevented. Longing again for ignorance.

[LisaWelch]

I know it has been almost a year since you posted this, but I feel EXACTLY the same way. It sucks, but I'm glad to know I'm not by myself. Have you ever felt like a Science Experiment?